I am learning how to be patient like I never have before. Not just waiting until the time goes by until I see you again, but cherish every second that we share apart. Every moment counts. I don’t want the time to pass and have to catch up. I am learning how to be the best girlfriend I can be from 200 miles away. I will not give half of myself because of distance. I will not be in a half way, almost, just about there relationship because of a 3 hour separation. The aches in my heart only amplify my motivation. Fuck distance.
It amazes me how one decision can have such a chain reaction, and lead to something completely serendipitous. Every choice has a ripple effect, go with it. Don’t resist something because it’s not what you originally had planned. Let events unfold naturally. Get caught up in the adventure, see where it takes you without trying to steer the wheel. Sometimes, you get exactly what you need when you thought you didn’t need it at all. Sometimes, you just get really fucking lucky.